We got through the first day of class for everyone.
Its been a while since I wrote anything on here. Not because I had a writers block, but I knew this chapter would come.
No. I’m not closing this blog. I love it way too much.
My first love. True love. The one I can’t shake. It has brought so much joy to me, aside my babies. Its cost me relationships, and even my marriage.
I’ve loved it since since I could remember. Telling a story from my view with my voice and body language is what I’m great at, besides being a parent. I always knew it would be my job, my career.
What I didn’t know is how it would let me branch off to different areas (blogging, makeup design, business owner).
Here we are.
This summer I had the opportunity to really study and fine tune my makeup skills. Which I loved it! It was tiring but worth it. I was a makeup supervisor for a soap opera and summer musical. I learned a lot.
Tomorrow we come full circle.
Tomorrow is the first day of the fall play auditions “The Last Days of Judas Iscariot”. You must understand, its been 12 years since I’ve been on stage. I’ve never done a full play.
Tomorrow, I take that first step of making this whole 20+ training official. While I’m excited, I’m also nervous, and have some self doubt. My support system has been great, but let’s be real. I’m competing for a role. Now, its in my favor there is 27 roles to fill, but comes down to, do you have what they are looking for?
Most importantly, will my old ass remember lines if I get it???
Yeah my anxiety is on super high, but I’ll still try. I have to. If nothing else, more for myself to see if I still have it.
You guys, we shall do this. I’m used to hearing no, you have to be in this business.
No matter what happens, you will go on this ride with me, because that’s how we roll…….
BTW…..my eldest turns 21 in a month and the middle child is ready to transfer to the big university. We did college visits.
You see why I’m losing my shit!